|Home Alone 4: Your's Truly
||[Aug. 5th, 2004|09:14 am]
I'm home alone until Sunday Morning. Oh what shall I do?|
Last night while in bed, I turn to read something, and notice something black and clear moving in a circular motion in the corner of my eye. Try to look at it, it's gone, go back, it's there. What do I do? Ask it's name. First I call it Bob, then it corrects me, it's name is George. We have a spirit on our hands folks. We've established a few things.
1. His name is George, not Bob.
2. He's black and clear and floats in counter clockwise circles.
3. He can change form and size
4. He either has a sense of humor, or he wants to kill me.
5. He doesn't trust me as he's keeping his distance.
6. He won't speak audibly, only in the mind.
7. He's way too weak to actually kill me.
This should be amusing. George and I will be protecting the house for a few days. If anyone has questions to ask him, I'll be glad to ask. He's pretty shy, so don't ask anything too complicated. Bwahahaha! Good times!
Amanda, I love you. Michael, kick ass and have fun! By the way, I'm in Anderson house dog. I don't know where you are, but winter term we'll try to room up, if, that is, we're not already together. Let me see, anyone else? Oh, Jezibel! Send me those pictures or I really am gonna spank you when I see you. Keagen, if you're reading this, you better start pimpin' NOW! To all the magicians and shamans: guys, I'm workin' on Theurgy right now, and I'm gonna bring out my Hermes and Anubis traits. Also Christ rocks.
After working closely with Christ I came to a few realizations. I care nothing for anything associated with Christ past the Disciples. Christ cares more about you taking ACTION that speaking inspired word. Inspired speeches inspire people for a couple hours. I call this Church syndrome. People go to Church, they get all inspired, they socialize afterwards, then they lose all their inspiration about 2 hours to 2 and a half hours later. They repeat the process until they die. HOW BORING! Christ wants people to take action, not freakin' worship him and talk about him in big words!
The Native Americans would say this about the average American: You speak big but you have no medicine. American is that which speaks but has nothing to show. And that's the reason our pride is only skin deep. God bless us, we've defined ourselves by what others think, what the media says, and what fits in. None of that matters. We must find the thing in life that matters to us the most, live for it, work for it, die for it. My big thing is spiritual evolution, especially of mankind. Its a BIG goal, but how am I gonna get anywhere if I set my goals too low? I've been taking the steps with using shamanic healing, alchemical self evolution, and etc. I have something to show for my words.
Note: Theurgy, Hermeticsm, HUman Spiritual Evolution all rocks: Good practicioners of this are Trithemius, Abra Melin the Mage, and Padmasambhava.
Topic that bothers me a bit today: The modern idea that you need to have a life mate, a man has to have a female counterpart to lead a happy life. I disagree. And it seems that every great figure in the past is either scorned or considered gay if he did not marry. Let's take Jesus for example. There's been a lot of talk that his wife was Mary Magdalen. Maybe she was, maybe she wasn't. What's the big deal? If she wasn't, which I'm betting is true, it doesn't make a difference. What a lot of moderners don't understand is that Jesus had a love of his life: God and spiritual work. He didn't need a woman.
To go on, let's take Leonardo DaVinci. There's big talk that he is gay. OR maybe he was in love with his work, and didn't need a woman either. I can't think of much more, but the idea that a man needs a woman to be happy has become very popular, and I don't think it's true. If I never marry, or have kids, it doesn't mean that I'm incapable of attracting a woman or am gay, because we know both of those are untrue. But I have my own passion which I live for and I see it as an obligation to live for. No female companion comes before that.
Well, that's about all for now I guess. I'll be getting back on AIM and schtuff.